Training update, weeks one and two

I wrote out a training plan for the Buffalo Half Marathon, focusing on a few things that I need to target more to hopefully push me past my rut and closer to a nice shiny PR.  It includes faster paced intervals, longer tempo runs, and higher mileage than I've been doing as of late.  I'm also supposed to be supplementing my running with more strength training, to provide better overall fitness, help with endurance/power, and hopefully help avoid injury.

Week one was tough, no lie.  I wrote in three major workouts:

• 6x.25 @ 9.0 mph(6:40) on the treadmill. incline 1%
• Tempo/progressive run: 6 miles starting at 7.8-8.3 and back down until mileage was finished. incline 1-1.5%  did 6.3 miles.
• Long run of 10 miles.
• Overall mileage: 40.0

I do a lot of my pace runs on the treadmill in order to keep it controlled.  I actually did better with the interval workout than I thought I would and decided to throw a seventh rep in.  My long run felt good, and I was happy with a sub 9:00 pace.  

Love my Pro Compression socks for tough
workouts!

My tempo run KICKED. MY.  BUTT.  I hurt. I probably was pushing the pace too much with how tired I was after, but it was so motivating to succeed and push the pace, things I haven't been feeling much of lately.  I failed on the strength training.  My week was ridiculously busy, with something pretty much every evening after work, so fitting in my runs was a challenge.

Week two:  

• 8x.25@ 9.0 (6:40) inc 1.5%
• Tempo/progressive run: 7 miles starting at 7.8-8.3 and back down until mileage was finished. incline 1-1.5% 
• Long run of 12 miles
• overall mileage 42.3

My tempo run from week 1, which I did on Sunday, left my legs dead for a few days and I didn't do my next workout until Thursday, the intervals.  I was nervous about increasing the incline .5, but was able to do the 8 reps, so I was happy.  The long run was strong on Saturday.  

Fastest 7 mile run ever!

The tempo was today, and I was quite nervous about it. After how I felt last week, I was anxious that adding .7 on was going to be too hard, but I nailed it.  I even spent more time at a higher incline.  Comparing my Fitbit Charge HR 2 data from both runs (I know, not totally accurate, but I figure good for comparison), I spent less time in my "peak" heart rate zone.  That just confirms that the run was easier. So I'm already showing improvement.

I also did better with strength training. I did the P90X3 pilates workout and a butt/leg strengthening workout.  The pilates was a great core workout, leaving me a little sore for a day or two.  I did the legs/butt today, so we will see how that goes.  

Hoping my next two weeks of training go as well.  This week is going to be a hard one to fit runs in, but I'm determined to make it work.  I start an online Graduate class this week, may get called to jury duty, have my normal teaching and coaching schedule, on top of driving out to a State Championship meet for my gymnasts all day Sunday.  So getting the longer workouts may be trickier than normal, but will just make it more rewarding when it gets done.

Race nerves

Shorts in January?  Crazy!

First, I just want to celebrate... The fact that it was in the 50s here in Upstage New York on January 21st is quite amazing.  I did a great 10.5 miler out on a bike path near me and it was great to see tons of people out enjoying it.  We return to the normal cold and snow this week,  so it was great to break out the shorts and go.

Now, to what I've been thinking about a lot this week.

I haven't run a 5k race since the beginning of October.

After my last 5k

That might seem normal to most people, but not to me.  In my area there's a 5k almost every weekend and people race between 100-200 a year!  That's never been my style, nor could I afford it with the races I like to travel to, but I used to do at least one a month.  The 5k used to be my favorite distance.  I loved pushing myself hard, setting new PRS, hanging out with runner friends at the after parties.

Now I just get nervous, and my anxiety makes me not want to do them.

I feel stupid typing that, but it is true.  I am not sure what it is exactly.  Perhaps the idea that I might fail myself?  That I can't live up to my own expectations?  My own hopes?  At the start line the nerves kick in and the doubt begins to creep into my brain once the gun goes off.  You're legs feel heavy... Why are you breathing so hard?  You should be better than this!  All these thoughts circle in my brain as I run, eventually resulting in me not hitting paces I know I can, falling below expectations, continuing the cycle.  It sounds stupid, but I beat myself up afterwards, knowing I could have done better and that I screwed myself, which is not really fun.

A cross country 5k, placed even
though I didn't race well.

I want to get over this.  I think part will come from training, pushing workouts hard and lots of easier miles, but honestly I think I need to get out and race.  Avoiding will not make it better.


There's a race next weekend that I might run, if my legs are recovered enough from the marathon.  They still feel a tad heavy, but I'm slowly getting back.    If not, then I'm planning on doing one on Super Bowl Sunday.  They probably won't be great, since I have been doing mostly long slower runs for the marathon.  But they will get me out there, give me a starting point.

And if anyone has any tips on how to fix my brain (short of surgery), I'm all ears!